Exercising Angels

I am eternally grateful to God for a gift to humanity like Kurtis Monson Adasi who this piece is credited to.

Published by Ephraim Jerry

"Exercising Angels"

1/6/16 Kurtis Monson © 2018

It seems I was being held back,

By a big a black smoke cloud.

My dreams were being held back

By expensive grams of hard & loud.

All my dreams got more vivid when I stopped smoking pot.

Nightmares got more vivid when I stopped smoking pot.

And loving you is a little different, whether I like it or not.

You're all that a I need baby girl and you're all that i've got.

What's this sunshine doing to me,

It seeps into my mind and it’s like a banshee.

When the moon goes down it activates my mind,

When the sun comes up I'm still awake cuz I never unwind.

It's been a slow ride, but it's goin’ by fast.

I almost graduated at the top tier of my class.

I got caught in the whirlwind off nasty addictions,

Now i'm on the rise and I got no restrictions.

The Lord saw it fit to give yet another chance,

That's why I don't even wanna get blazed in a trance.

The demons and the angels do their little dance,

In my aura, above my head, in utter romance.

I'm learning to live life free of illicit chemicals,

After I got back in my body they cut the spiritual umbilicals.

They were tied around my neck and were choking me out,

In a day in a lifetime either way I've gone a different route.

How do I make amends to the dead?

By choosing to live life and push them out of my head?

How do I make amends to the alive and kicking,

A living amends just won't do and yet time keeps ticking.

I seek the spiritual reawakening.

This dream is good but i'm done with taking.

I must give more than I get, so they say.

I will love more than I get, much to the demons' dismay.

I know God is real and so is our love,

You make realize we're infinite like the stars above.

This is a testament of how I feel right now,

Let's make this year the best, show each other how.

Take a minute, please take your time,

I’ve got nothing but ecstasy knowing you’re mine.

I want to look in your eyes and get lost in your head,

Never find my way out as I wake up next to you in bed.

This is the foundation laid for the rest of our lives,

This honest communication lacks dishonesty and lies.

If i get lost in your eyes, keep me close and don’t let me out,

It’s okay because we don’t fight and debate exposes doubt.